MOURN IN A SHOWER OF TIME

Sometimes I want to go back in time

To be met my old time

To be a child

Without sins and vices

Sometime I want to go back in time

To be a baby

That have a heart

as pure as morning dew

But I know we can't

No matter what we tried

There aren't any way

To go back in time

The choices left

Is to change myself 

Cleanse my heart

with light inside

O Allah

A person won't change

If he doesn't want to change himself

So make me change myself

O Allah

For all my sins

I want to repent myself

Forgive me please

O Allah

If the causes is my eyes

Take it from me

So I wouldn't see what its not for me

O Allah 

If the causes is my ears

Do make me deaf

So I wouldn't hear a words of sins

O Allah

If the causes is my mouth

Make him silent from talking

So that no one would get hurt from me

O Allah

If the causes is the heart in me

make it pure

like the newborn babies

You've given us two ways

The way to heaven 

And the way to hell

Which one that was book for me

Fortunate

to those who take the path to heaven

Mourn

for those who take vice verse

I'm not a perfect human being

I'm a human with a lot of sins

Do forgive me O Allah

The one who was hoping

Sources : Ar-Ra'd(13:11)

               As-Syams(91:8-10)